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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 11, 2005 14:11:39 GMT -5
i dont mind being bugged about it, as long as when you cheer me up you dont stare and smile at me.
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Post by FourtyFour on Apr 11, 2005 14:17:45 GMT -5
*stare* wait, what were we supposed to not do??
*stares into space*
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Post by SuperTashaWeiner on Apr 11, 2005 15:35:28 GMT -5
no we wouldnt or u could poke our eyes out........................................please dont tho..................
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Post by Ramone on Apr 11, 2005 20:34:15 GMT -5
I like my eyes, thanks... please don't poke them out...
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Post by luvurfeableweiners on Apr 11, 2005 21:28:09 GMT -5
I was watching this one movie the other day, and this crasy lady, staved her eyes with a pair of sissors (cant spell) and put the eyes on her doll! not a bery good thing to do!
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Post by Ramone on Apr 11, 2005 21:30:57 GMT -5
Not bery good at all...
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Post by abby1234519 on Apr 12, 2005 13:16:17 GMT -5
EW thats gross. any1 watched Clockwork Orange?my FAV film!
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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 13, 2005 13:54:07 GMT -5
no, but i know someone who likes it.
Plus its been over a week since this all happened again, school hasnt been all that great but i am feeling a bit better.
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Post by HarshReality on Apr 13, 2005 14:57:58 GMT -5
Glad your feeling better Ash!
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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 13, 2005 15:27:20 GMT -5
thanks, i would feel better if i could go to a fw gig but i guess ill have to wait, til next time.
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Post by SuperTashaWeiner on Apr 14, 2005 12:37:42 GMT -5
yea like mee i have to wait. it'd be cool if they came to download (if i actually go) they wouldnt even have to play, just so i can see them again he hhe ;D
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Post by *Kate* on Apr 15, 2005 13:30:38 GMT -5
Hey sweety, I know I don't know you, but sometimes the best advice comes from people who aren't involved in the situation.......
I"m not gonna pretend I know what you're going through coz I"d be lying if I did, but I'm not much of a talker when it comes to how I"m feeling but I find when things are too much for me to handle and there's no-one I can/want to talk to about it, I write.
I always feel stupid at first, but once I get going it's pretty hard for me to stop coz I just pour out everything I"m feeling onto the page. I"ll leave it for a couple of days maybe and read back on it and it's kinda like giving yourself another perspective on it.......you can kinda see and highlight all the little bits that are nagging away.
I mean I'm terrible for letting stuff pile up on me, and it always seems sooooo much worse when it's just going in circles in your head. I drive myself to distraction with it, coz I'll like spend days and days and days on end just thinking about it and each time I think about it, it magnifies itself.....
I don't know if that's any help, you might not be much into writing so you could maybe find another vent, like music or summat, i think somewhere you said you play bass, I dunno if that'd be much of a distraction from it, but you really need to take some time for yourself and take a step back from it all and breathe.
I really hope your ok.
(wow! that's a little bit long and daunting to read, sorry, I hate reading big posts myself....)
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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 15, 2005 13:38:54 GMT -5
the only way i can destract from it all is just letting things happen, i know that is things go wrong they won't go so far that ill kill myself, but i think i might have bi-polar or something, because for the last few months since december apart from one time in january ive been absolutely okay, maybe something got trigger, maybe the fact that i feel as though i want to be surrounded by loads of people just so i know how to be alone.
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Post by *Kate* on Apr 15, 2005 13:54:22 GMT -5
Have you tried other things? Coz you might actually find something else works better than what you're doing now, you kinda need to be realistic about it though, coz there is no quick fix, it may get much much worse before it gets better, I"ve seen friends go through similar situations.
If you think there's something more, I honestly think you should get some help, I know everyone will say that to you, but the reason they do is that they care about you........I don't know what your situation is exactly, but what you need to do is find someone you can completely trust and can talk to and get them to go with you to speak to a counsellor or doctor or whatever. It sounds sh*t scary and it will be but dya not want to find out of there's something that can help you stop feeling this way?
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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 15, 2005 14:58:42 GMT -5
id rather take a pill to help, because i dont know myself well enough the say to anyone how i feel, thats how lost i am. i try not to let it affect others, but it sometimes does. in january i got upset at a threequarters gig and i know that everyon wanted me to cheer up but the emotions were so suppressed that if i tried i would have ended up crying.
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