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Post by abby1234519 on Apr 21, 2005 2:36:32 GMT -5
i just get stressed....lol seriously i dont sleep cos i get so wound up aout my gcses
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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 22, 2005 14:24:41 GMT -5
When i get incredabily depressed i dont like eating. when i was in Austria i had a very bad 'bout' of depression, and i didnt want to eat. I cried once while there, but i didnt want anyone to see, but i guess someone did, cause the teacher came up stairs to talk to me, she thought it was pmt. Then one of my friends came up to see if i was okay, but as boys weren't allowed in the rooms he couldn't stay and talk. My friends think i fancy him, but i only like him as a friend, because one day he siad to me my goal of the day is to make sure you dont get upset. Which i found very sweet. But now two of my friends have fallen out with him and he was their friend originally, and ive heard what he did was pretty bad for them to fall out with him, but I kind of miss him, he made me feel very happy, cause he'd walk with me, when we were forced out side. If you ever need someone to listen, I am the most unbelievably unjudgemental person I know, I suprise myself sometimes  just PM or send me an email or summat. I honestly do not mind one bitty. one thing don't say bitty. If you've seen little britain you might know what i mean. |
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Post by SuperTashaWeiner on Apr 23, 2005 11:38:55 GMT -5
lmao thats a gd reason not to say bitty!
i know what u mean.
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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 25, 2005 14:51:07 GMT -5
thank god
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Post by *Kate* on Apr 25, 2005 18:26:00 GMT -5
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Post by jo on Apr 26, 2005 18:27:31 GMT -5
ha ha!
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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 27, 2005 14:21:32 GMT -5
i dont really like little britain, but 'yessssssss' is something i find hilarious
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Post by curlyloz on Apr 28, 2005 5:08:42 GMT -5
having finally read through the entirety of this thread (i'm new - and saying anything to all you veterans is generally a bit daunting) i just wanted to say a coupla things.
i've been suffering from depression on and off for a few years, and have just been through a particularly hard few months - i couldn't force myself out of bed for lectures, had to force myself to eat and wasn't sleeping. suicidal thoughts and a few burns, blah blah blah. obviously individual cases are different as we're all unique people with our own problems, but one thing that helped me was for me to actually *tell* my friends.
a few close ones knew, and helped as much as they could, but i still felt i was living this big lie and the weight of having to pretend i was ok everytime i left my room was really draining. it took me about a month to think it over after a friend suggested it, decide that for once i should be selfish and tell people, and actually write the e-mail.
some people wrote me lovely things back, some people were really surprised, and some people never mentioned it. but after the initial "i can't believe i just did that" i felt so much better. i didn't immediately start looking miserable around them, but i felt better. no more having to pretend.
the other thing was seeing our uni nurse/doctor and then a counsellor. i've only been to two counselling sessions - i thought the first one was useless - i didn't have anything to say. there wasn't anything to say (in my mind). but the nurse/doctor made me promise to go again, and i did. and it was useful. there wasn't any pressure to talk, and it was nice to have a confidential person to talk to, even if i did feel foolish at points. but i've recognised that it probably helped more thani realised and am going to book another appointment for me.
sorry if that was completely irrelevant and unhelpful!
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Post by Scott on Apr 28, 2005 7:46:28 GMT -5
don't worry about posting that. ive been through a lot of personal problem and know that just spilling everything thats on your mind to random people can help... just ask meesh lol.
if you want i can pm you a link to a yahoogroup i know of which may help?
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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 28, 2005 10:11:16 GMT -5
hmm i guess. but most of my friends actually know, they just think i dont harm anymore,and they always forget. Plus I can't tell everyone,as i have dan and chris w from 3/4's email address and it would be completly pointless.
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Post by *Kate* on Apr 28, 2005 12:58:10 GMT -5
Maybe your friends need reminding that you're not always OK.
Ya wouldn;t have to email EVERYONE on your email address list, I think what was meant, was to tell all your friends, not them and every random who's address you have.
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Post by curlyloz on Apr 28, 2005 13:11:11 GMT -5
yeah, that's what i meant - not everyone under the sun. but perhaps those who you think would understand, be supportive. basically anyone who you might want to feel able to be down around, or maybe talk to. not that you want them to change how they act neccessarily though.
i don't know if you're at school/collge/uni/home etc. but telling the people i shared a flat with helped, just cos it meant i didn't have to pretend each time i ate dinner in the kitchen etc. and good freinds i don't see that often. and my sister.
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Post by Ramone on Apr 29, 2005 21:01:09 GMT -5
I was going to give you advice (again), but right now I feel like I want to kill myself, so I'm not really in that position to be talking to other people about their problems, because right now I just want to f**k it all and not be here anymore. I'm sorry if I've offended anyone and I'm sorry for breaking the helpful tone of this lovely thread, I really am...
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Post by Ashleigh on Apr 30, 2005 15:05:22 GMT -5
yeah, that's what i meant - not everyone under the sun. but perhaps those who you think would understand, be supportive. basically anyone who you might want to feel able to be down around, or maybe talk to. not that you want them to change how they act neccessarily though. yeah i got the but i know that the 3/4's guys would understand more than my actual friends |
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Post by Ashleigh on May 3, 2005 13:54:51 GMT -5
Some of you might remember that in one of my posts i said something about a guy who has fallen out with some of my friends. I was sitting on my own on a table today about a metre away from my friends. he he walked past and said hi and asked how i was. It's was good to see that he is still sort of my friend. I just hope hes not going on that geography trip.
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just PM or send me an email or summat. I honestly do not mind one bitty.
